Someone once told me

"Doomboys is a bad idea, the thing you get when you and your closest friends decide to have that last drink, that rare ciggerette toke, that really bad decision.

It follows you. You might do it again. You might regret it later.

but in the moment...

it just might be beautiful...

& when you realise it might be over. you might also realise an equally beautiful fact...

the realisation of the inevitable End of everything & how pretty it was.

like a flowers magnificent bloom & inevitable decay.

& in that moment, it might just be the most alive you've ever felt."

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i wonder what happened to him.